I wasn’t athletic, I wasn’t the smartest kid in the college by far, and I was NOT going to join a fraternity remember? But it felt like home somehow. I was looking around this animal house like scene and I wanted in. I chatted with the president of the fraternity for a bit. The girls were half bagged, laughing, smiling, it was nice. They weren’t just drinking beer, they had a scotch. There was like one girl for every three guys there. When we walked in, it was the first place that night that had girls in it. Then we went to the trash one, just to see how bad it was.
The jocks who didn’t have full scholarships went to the trash one. The jocks who went to college on a sport scholarship went to one of the good ones. Of the seven fraternities, everyone on campus talked about one being the trash fraternity. I was legal to drink beer, but had never done much.
We visited six and I was having trouble walking straight, I wasn’t completely smashed, but everywhere we went they shoved beers in my hand. I told him I didn’t need a fraternity, he just laughed and pulled me behind him. It was some kind of requirement in his head. All the fraternities were having an open house, my roommate dragged me along, he was going to visit every Fraternity and find the one best for himself, and in his mind he owned me and he was going to find me a fraternity to join. I am being the naive person I was, I didn’t plan on going to any, up to the Official Fraternity Recruitment Night. So, from day one every fraternity was having parties and meeting everyone. Officially, no fraternity was supposed to have contact with any freshmen until 30 days after the first class. One month in, Fraternity recruitment starts, well it started earlier, but unofficially. At first it was going to be Mechanical, but by the third week I was vacillating, lured by the others, maybe civil engineering, maybe electrical engineering, Mining even or maybe the new one, materials engineering. I really thought I wasn’t going to do anything sexual until I got my Masters in Engineering. I kept telling myself I was done with all that, I was in college now and I didn’t need to suck every cock I could, I was going to by my own monk and just get my engineering degree. So in high school, like maybe 18? My life blossomed, like I said, and I had been with like ten guys to a girl thing even though we had almost 50/50 guys to girls enrolled. There is nothing as long or wide as the river Denial. What can I say, it was the times, the thinking. Like 99.9% of the guys really believed that it was ok for a guy to suck their cock, it didn’t make ‘em a faggot at all, as long as they didn’t get fucked up the ass, or suck another guys dick, they were straight. I love eating pussy too, but well, guys are easier to get, and to the girls in my home town, especially then, they thought someone who liked sucking dick and eating pussy, they were just someone sick and perverted, even worse than “faggots”. I had gotten a taste for sucking cock and had gone cold turkey the day I left for college after sucking three or four guys a day for a year. Problem is I hadn’t been one of those kids for a long time, well long enough, since the day I was 18. I also had a physical Ed class, like every other freshman, required.Ībout four weeks in I’m still following all those rules everyone tells you, the college advisers, high school teachers, your Priest, you name it. I’m working the system, following the rules. My other classes were Engineering Spectrum, an overview course that covers all the engineering fields, I think in case you decide you might want to do something other than your first choice Intermediate Physics, Intermediate Chemistry, and English. Now being mid-sixties, we didn’t have calculators, it was really old school, slide rulers. Advanced Calculus, the other was at 1pm, Statistics. I jump into studies, I’m doing the whole routine, up at dawn, or before, do a bit of exercise, hit the mess, first class at 8am. I figured a few months, the ugliest was gonna be looking like Miss America and you couldn’t find a college age virgin for ten miles any direction. Of the girls, like half were super Uber bright, and on a mission, no distractions half of the whole again, both ugly as a plumber’s crack, and virgins for sure. I mean, the ratio was like 300 to 1, guys to girls. Being an engineering college, it’s mostly guys. I got to college, my first day and I’m geeked, really geeked. I was gonna take-the world by storm as a mechanical engineer. So, I went to college, graduated in ’68, a Midwestern engineering college, up in the cold.